I need to tire my eyes

2:08am, my head is heavy, but sleep does not visit. My back aches, my right foot is numb and I keep clenching my jaw and when I realise and let go, there is a slight pain before the relief. Why do I do that? Infomercials! All from America. Dear Australia, can you please do something about this? My shirt is hanging over my bed railing, looking forlorn. Lost. Like it doesn't belong here. I don't think it does actually, it should be in the cupboard with all the other shirt friends, coming alive when I'm sleeping. My bed is uncomfortable tonight. Actually it's the pillows. The pillows are giving me grief. They're fighting back, they don't want to carry my head no more. It's 2:24am already. It didn't take me 16 minutes to write the above. I just stared into nothingness for a while. I can't even remember what I was thinking about. I wonder where that thought went? It's working. My eyes are getting heavy from the glare of the laptop. Sleep is peeking though and I need to befriend it. Make peace with it. I am a peacemaker. Goodnight. Sleep tight. New pillows tomorrow